(18:30 / Wednesday, January 16, 2008)
Bad omen
Three things I have been thinking about all day
1) The bird was set free
2) The crow arrived
3) The crow flew out, away from the convent
It was such a sick feeling. Less than one minute, I could hardly differentiate between the shouts of joy and the screams of horror. One moment everyone was cheering, then a momentary pause before everyone started screaming. I couldn't scream, I felt too sick ): So quickly, so unexpected, so unfortunate.
Why on this day, on this morning, on that mass?
Hello, stupid crow, it was supposed to be our bird for the symbolism of freedom! Even if there ARE dangers out there, at least let the bird live for a minute longer out of the cage right! Rah why are so stupid and evil and blind and RAHHHHH